Remember that God does not allow suffering to come your way unless it is to help you advance in holiness. Men go to the gym and put heavy weights in their hands and lift them. It is hard. They suffer. Their arms get sore. Why do they do this? To make themselves strong. God’s grace will get us through everything that comes our way, just keep praying… keep your eyes on Jesus.
“And to keep me from being too elated by the abundance of revelations, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan, to harass me, to keep me from being too elated. Three times I besought the Lord about this, that it should leave me; but he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” -2 Corinthians 12:7-9